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Being lazy as usual on a Saturday morning…woke up late. Thought of the fact that I had promised mom to take her for a morning walk…Mom came with my bed coffee, asked the time, she replied 8:30…Still Soumi and baby are sleeping, as usual due to the exhaustion caused by the “late to bed”. For the last three days, baby is also unwell, she is disturbed for the whole night and crying…now she sleeps…Called Soumi, she just nodded her head in half sleep. Still mom is in Kitchen, preparing breakfast, idly and coconut chutney which I like the most…I just got up and took the laptop, returned to bed to go through the headlines. Now only on Saturdays and Sundays I am doing this, going through the e-newspapers. Even in my college days I used to read the newspapers. Dad used to subscribe Pioneer for me, because that was the low cost one which suited better for his income…no one used to read the English newspapers except me, later on my sister used to…whenever I see the pioneer newspaper I remember ...

Motherhood...the greatest role in this world.I have personally come across and observed Mothers...here are a few mothers.... First of all, my Mom...my wonderful Mom...My sweet Mom...I love her like anything...I adore her like anything...she deserves nothing less than my life long adoration and love...I love you Mom....I love you Mom...I assure you that you will never be reminded of your loss as a mother and your son, me, I am still here to take care of you till the end of this life...and will ensure that the virtues you have taught will be carried forward ever...forever.... Next is my Mother in law...My second Mom...She deserves lots and lots of love and respect...a lady who brought her small children up without anyone else's help after the death of her loving husband...Made her children capable of facing the hardships of life... My salute to you great lady....Love you too.... Then comes the next lady...one of the most adorable lady I have seen...Apart from all her physical ...

ഒട്ടും പൈങ്കിളി അല്ലാത്ത ഒരു ചെറുപ്പക്കാരന്‍....അല്ല...പറയാതിരിക്കാന്‍ വയ്യ...കുറച്ചു പൈങ്കിളി ആയിരുന്നു...അടുത്ത് പരിചയമുള്ള ഒന്ന് രണ്ടു പെണ്‍കുട്ടികളോട് മാത്രം....ഇഷ്ടം തോന്നിയിരുന്നു അവരില്‍ ഒരാളോട്....തുറന്നു പറഞ്ഞിട്ടില്ല...ധൈര്യം ഇല്ലാത്തതുകൊണ്ടല്ല...എന്റെ കുടുംബം, ചുറ്റുപാട് , ജീവിതസാഹചര്യങ്ങള്‍ അങ്ങനെയായിരുന്നു...പക്ക്വമായതെന്ത്, അപക്വമായതെന്ത് എന്ന് ചിന്തിച്ചു...അതെന്നെ ഇതൊന്നും ഈ പ്രായത്തില്‍ വേണ്ട എന്ന് തീരുമാനമെടുപ്പിച്ചു.... അതെ ...എല്ലാ ആള്‍ക്കൂട്ടത്തിലും പിന്നെടോരുപാട് കാലം ആ മുഖം തിരഞ്ഞു...കണ്ടെത്തിയില്ല.... ശേഷം ജീവിതത്തില്‍ ഒരുപാട് മാറ്റങ്ങള്‍...ചെറിയ ജോലിയുമായി കുടുംബത്തില്‍ നിന്നകന്നു മാറി ദൂരെ ഒരു നഗരത്തില്‍ താമസം...ആദ്യമായി ഗ്രിഹാതുരത്വം തോന്നിയ കാലം...അമ്മയെ അച്ഛനെ അനുജത്തിയെ ഒരുപാട് മിസ്സ്‌ ചെയ്ത സമയം....സ്വന്തമായി ജോലിചെയ്തു സംബാധിക്കാന്‍ തുടങ്ങിയ സമയത്ത് പ്രശ്നങ്ങള്‍  ഓരോന്നായി കടന്നുവരാന്‍ തുടങ്ങി....പിന്നെയുള്ള ജീവിതത്തിന്റെ കുറെ നാളുകള്‍ അവയില്‍ നിന്നും ഒളിച്ചോടാന്‍ ശ്രമിച്ചുകൊണ്ടിരുന്നു....പറ്റിയില്ല...എവിടെയൊക്കെ പോയി അവിടെയെല്ലാം പ്രശ്നങ്ങള്‍ പി...

This is all about the three women in my life....oh...not all about them, but some thing about them...a bit facts about them...first one is...no was my bravest, my sweetest, one of my models in my life...and none other than my little sister, a gem which I was deprived off....she was my kid, apple of my eye...my greater admiration...who suffered all the unbearable pain and given sweet smile to every one...my inspiration to face every hardships in life....and she is no more.... The second woman is the lady who given birth to me...my mom....the wonderful lady in my life...who went through all the hardships to bring me up...hiding all her feelings and emotions to look after an entire family comprising of two CKD patients...I haven't seen her smiling for several years...yes she did...a smile of agony and sometimes indifference.... You may understand the pain we have when we see our dear ones suffering badly....she lost her dearest ones,her loving husband and daughter....lost her mental ...

I love you Dad....Now I feel how greatest you were...I feel it...I feel it when I behold my baby's smile...holding her tight to my heart....I love you my Dad...I miss you....Miss you the Most....

I have been getting the requests from my FB contacts from some app "Who will be my valentine?"... Lol....My Valentina is already sitting at home, happily looking after my baby....Some guys have posted the results from these funny apps, stating Film heroines/heroes are gonna be their valentines  grin emoticon   grin emoticon grin emoticon ...so funny....Last, but not the least (and MOST), see my dear Valentina, my beloved...Wonderful Lady Love of my life....My wife.....Happy Valentines day....(Wishing for the first time in my life).

My new work environment is good. No much tensions...greatest thing is, I am not taking anything official to my sweet home...I leave all the "Official" at office...unlike the past, logging out on time and rest of the day to my family. Home is much sweet...no...sweetest now a days...because I have my special ones waiting for me there returning home after office and me too, eager to see my dear ones...my loving wife, my dear Mom and my sweet, cute and most beautiful...yes...none other than my little Sreenidhi (I call her "Bhadra"...my little sister's (no more) favorite name).... My home...my sweet home.... Tomorrow I am getting my nose surgery done at Apollo hospital. Now a days I suffer a lot...previously also, for several years I am suffering due to the same breathing issues, and as every one knows I cared "a little" about myself....Now I realize...I have to care for myself, my health for my family...for which I live and I have ever done that till ...